lol, i fucking hate my dad.
i can't believe why either.
1. "Look smart. Messy hair isn't nice lah."
here's the thing: i FUCKING hate looking smart.
combed hair, wearing shirts properly, TUCKED IN.
eh fuck ur crap fashion style lah.
u living in the 21st century.
and yet, ur filthy mind is 120000000 million centuries back.
2. "Study. Playing computer is a waste of time. Don't get distracted."
FUCK U.
dun force me to study.
i realise something: ur promises of letting us play computer after studying is bullshit.
ur even fucking forcing me to study on my birthday, holidays, particularly everyday u ask me to.
even DIRECTLY AFTER A FUCKING EXAM.
and fuck ur distraction.
u keep telling me to not get distracted?
as long as ur there, ur a fucking big distraction.
3. "I need to coach you on making a speech and interview. Stop what you're doing and come here."
ur coaching is the worst coaching i've probably had.
why?
- u piss me off at the wrong time.
- u fucking overcoach. u coach me 20 unneccessary questions for an interview tht had 3.
- u keep telling me to stop mumbling. i hope ur hearing this, u deaf son of a bitch. I AIN'T FUCKING MUMBLING, CHANGE UR FUCKING EARS IF U THINK I AM.
- asking for a practice run? lemme tell u this. the atmosphere when i'm doing the real thing and when i'm doing it in front of ur ugly face is different. so i can do it. jus nt now. and seriously, u suck.
4. "Call your grandparents and thank them for the food."
this pisses me off.
i love my grandparents. i love them so fucking much. but thing is, calling them to thank them for EVERYTHING has jus lowered my love for them. from the bottom of my heart, i will call them. but dun fucking force me.
5. "Help me do this work for me."
ah fuck u.
ur work is always last minute shit.
tht's why u need the whole family's fucking help jus to satisfy ur 'nt-wasting-time' cravings.
and worst, u jus aren't fucking productive enuf at microsoft office.
i mean, anything u dunno, i'm the first victim.
i'm nt saying i dun wan to help, but ur too stupid.
this dunno, tht oso dunno.
SOMETHING SIMPLE OSO DUNNO.
wah cheebai.
go take some fucking classes to get ur mind going lah.
6. "Don't waste your time outside."
no, u asshole.
fuck u.
i've nvr had a genuine moment of wasting time outside.
u've nvr let me go out to enjoy time wif my friends.
always saying tht i should stay home and study?
how fucking strict are u?
loosen up, bitch.
7. "I wish my parents were more strict on me."
bullshit.
u would've fucking killed them if they were.
trust me, the only reason u say tht is because u've already been thru the pains of childhood.
tht's why u can say ANYTHING U WAN ABT UR FUCKING CHILDHOOD.
cos it ain't gonna happen anyway.
u can say, "i wish i was a whore in childhood."
u ain't gonna be a fucking whore.
and realli, if they were more strict on u, then my life under u would be hell.
and trust me.
if they were more strict on u,
u'd be more strict on me,
and that means u would've been dead by now.
8. "See your bad grades? This is because you didn't study enough. You're not reading enough."
fuck u.
ur the father.
u can say anything u wan, eh?
well, fuck u.
if u were me, i think u would noe the pain of being wrongly accused.
u would noe the pain of being fucked up, being given reasons for bad grades.
and trust me, if ur looking to motivate me, then ur a fucking failure.
stop ur long lectures on ur good grades, i'm not motivated the least bit.
so go fuck urself.
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i thought thru all the shit he said to me, i dun feel like going on.
honestly dad, u suck.
the least u could do is to say sorry for all the shit u've said to me in the past.
u've made me feel like a fucking bitch.
and u've made me a fucking bitch.
i feel like an asshole everytime i'm wif u.
ur jus too old-fashioned.
and ur forcing me to be jus like u.
if u could jus say sorry, tht would mean alot to us all.
but yeah, guess u've nvr learnt the word 'sorry'.
say sorry to urself for being so stupid.
oh yeah, u've nvr learnt it.
iwan8082
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