ahh.
term 1 is gonna come to an end, two weeks more.

but fuck.
i realised i'm not gonna be enjoying my holidays.

imagine this.
on every schooling week until 19th april, npcc annual parade trainings on wednesday and friday.
think about it this way; 2 hours x god knows how many days of standing in the sun.
and there, in front of me, i can see people fainting/ vomiting STOMACH JUICE/ falling flat to the ground.
it's creepy.

but fuck yeah, there's still a long way to go.



and then my march holidays.

3 days off for NCO camp.
actualli i dun mind this camp, because after this camp, i can slack at the usual trainings. HELL YEAH.

but.
2 days off for Sec 1 camp.
and worse, sec 2s gonna come in as well.
like wht the fuck la, can we just keep it between NCOs and sec 1s -.-
can u imagine hw much stress will be on us NCOs. knn.

ahhhh.
no more holidays for me; it's just work, work, more work.
i can kiss slack time goodbye. -.-

ahh.
back to reality.

TESTS ARE UR NEW BEST FRIEND.

let's see all the first tests.
maths test = verygood!
english test = verygood!
malay test = go die -.-
geog test = verygood!
history test = can ah -.-
bio 1st test = verygood!
bio 2nd test = FUCKLAH -.-
chem 1st test = verygood!

ahh.
still got two more coming up, so let's end this shit.
ahh.
fuck tests.

bloody random post.
and hell.
I'LL BE BUSY, SO I WON'T UPDATE FREQUENTLY.
DON'T LIKE? I DON'T CARE.
HEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEE.

fuck.
soccer competition next sunday.
but father insist on following.
go fuck off lah.
knn.

like i said.
don't mess with my sensitive side.
and with that,
goodnight. -.-


you keep me high everyday, girl.

iwan8082
i said it @ 10:45:00 PM

to all my chinese friends, brothers, sisters, and whoever you are, happy chinese new year!
to everyone, happy valentines day!
to that girl, i'm realli sorry.

iwan8082
i said it @ 12:04:00 AM

angel of mercy.
just please save me.
somehow.

imagine this.
knowing a girl for so long.
making fun of her, and yet she laughs it off.
her using some cute-as-hell faces.
her making that cute laugh and sweet smile that drives you mad.
her looking so good in everything she does.
you and her building up so much trust between each other.

and then.
you lose it all.
just like that.

that feeling.
that feeling just sucks.
THAT FEELING JUST FUCKING SUCKS!


but yeah.
time to move on.
i didn't get you.
now i can't get myself.
though the thought's gripped me.
it's not gonna hold me down.

i'm sorry for being the pathetic guy i am.
but you're a great girl.
no more bullshit about other girls being better,
cause u're the best.

i like you.
i love you.
though it never worked out between us,
just please dun forget me, and how things used to be. =)

iwan8082
i said it @ 9:11:00 PM

terminate with extreme prejudice.


loollolololoolololol.
remember the days when people called me pornman?

haha.
but yeah, i'm trying to lose tht porn shit.
so gimme a break ah. =D

what a saturday.
wake up at one IN THE GODDAMN AFTERNOON.
and the whole day?
play computer games.

like wtf sia, supposed to go out.
but i woke up too late. -.-

anyway, sunday.
supposedly supposed to go out and buy shit with my bros.
I NEED SOME SMALL-AS-MA-BALL SLING BAG -.-
if u noe wht i mean, hehe.

and then i jus realised, if boredom was 100%, soccer took out 30% of it, another 20% taken away by friends, good friends.
100% - 30% - 20% = 50%
if x = 50%, then x = LOVE.
I NEED SOME LOVE IN MY LIFE, OMFG LAH.

ahh.
what the hell anyway, i'm not trying to be despo.
but yeah, could use some of it now.










TESTTESTESTTESTESTESTETSETSTESTSTETSTESTETST.

they givin' ya test like obama givin' ya change.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

aiyahhhhhhhhh, i hate where my class is.
mine is on 4th floor, 3/5 is jus below.
fuck siaaaaaaaaaaaa, most of my gd frens there.
haha, missed the times when me and farid walk to malay class together.
AND CUT SLACK ALONG THE WAY! AHAHHHAHA.






wah, however the hell people survive in npap, gd luck to u all la.
first two trainings were pathetic.
giving mark time ONLY. -.-

in case u have no idea wht mark time is.
mark time is like stomping both feet, one foot at a time.
for a proper one, bring both up, one at a time, to a 90 degree angle (for boys) and then BRING THEM DOWN HARD TO CREATE SOME BOOMBOOM.
and then keep on it.
u could break ur foot doing tht.

14 more trainings, let's end this shit!


NCO CAMP HURRY UP COME LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
i wanna start screwing around with ma juniors, oh hell yeah.
this is the time in my life, when i dun regret being in a uniformed group.
to some extent lah, of course.

but hell, who cares.
to unity npcc sec 1 and sec 2.
once i come to train u all.
be prepared to cry blood.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! =D

iwan8082
i said it @ 2:50:00 AM

lol. one whole month never update.
DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A DAMN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

january has passed.

 - npcc trainings suddenly become more... interesting.

 - MY MATHS TEACHER ACT CUTE. but i think tht's a good thing -.-

 - MY SOCCER SUCKS. FCKING SUCKS LA HELLO.

- e-maths is quite ok. a-maths? gone case lol.

 - MY ENG TEACHER GONE FOR TWO STRAIGHT WEEKS ALREADI LOL.

- GO HEY YOUNG MAMA, I CAN TRANSFORM YA.

 - stupid mr. adrian. stop telling us to leave the field 5 minutes before recess end. GIMME THOSE 5 MINUTES GODDAMNIT.

 - DIKIR BARAT SIOL!

 - only the selected malay students can go for yogyakarta trip. like wth -.-

 - aiyah wtfwthomfg, nidda make website for the unity malay students. -.-

 - if i keep leaving home at 6.55, I CAN SEE MY CUTE NEIGHBOUR EVERY MORNING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

 - I WANT MODERN WARFARE 3.

 - why the bloody hell are tests so early -.-

 - I HATE MY FUCKING TIMETABLE. GIVING US ALL THE BULLSHIT ON WED AND THURSDAY. U WAN MY BAG SPOIL AH, CARRY THOSE STUPID BOOKS -.-

 - npcc annual parade. FUCK LAH.

 - campcraft competition. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.

 - NCO camp. baik ah.

 - sec one camp. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!

 - KUNALAN MEMANG BAIK SIOL!

aiyah, goddamnit. becoming a damned reporter -.-

i like you. i love you. i'm finding the right time to ask you. just please give me the chance.

pleeeeeeeeeeease? =O

iwan8082
i said it @ 8:17:00 PM